Featured Miracle Team Member – September 2011

Tu’LahnKahMaiya

I am truly delighted to have this opportunity to connect with you all as we enter this powerful time, the month of September 2011.

I feel that it is important that we continue to celebrate the profound gifts we are collectively manifesting for the planet. Thank you. Thank you for hearing the call, remembering and taking action to join this amazing family of light.

We are all being asked “are you ready?” are you ready to leave the old behind and walk forward into the new. How this unfolds for us personally is in our own hands. To be clear what we wish to manifest in our lives is the first step. As a CSAC I have the joy of witnessing others attain that clarity of vision and purpose as they walk through the nine profound lessons of Navigating The Inner Matrix. This is a life changing course and my life changes evermore as I take the journey with each of my students. Sharing the gift of AVESA is beyond words, it is a profound experience to see the shift experienced by all during the three days of AVESA 1 Mastery training. I am clear as to what I wish to manifest in my life. I wish to wear my Ess See Nah golden sandals and experience heaven on earth, being a CSAC and an AVESA teacher are an integral part of manifesting this reality.

So many wonderful life stories have been shared, it is challenging to know where to start, what to say about me.

When I first sat down to write this I was struck by how easy it would be to dwell on what has gone before. To relive and recount every experience that has brought me to this point in time. I have worked to clear and release the baggage of my past, therefore, I am resisting revisiting old patterns. Instead I will share an overview, a story so to speak.

During these times many describe their lives as being like a roller coaster ride and there have been periods of my life that have felt like that. However, there have been periods of my life I would describe as being more akin to the Disney Runaway Train ride. Short, sharp twists and turns, quick descents, slow rises and short respites through the station before the circuit starts over. Being filled with breathless fear, anxiety, deep pain and confusion. There were times when the ride slowed long enough for me to actually get off and experience glimpses of the Magic Kingdom of life before I was somehow back on the train being thrown around.

It was as I completed writing the above section that something dawned on me like a bolt out of the blue. It made me sit up, gasp and was a huge defining moment.

I have been to Disney World twice and have to admit to it being one of my favourite places on earth. What a truly magical place! More to the point, however, what was my favourite ride on both occasions? Yes you guessed, the Runaway Train. How many times did I experience this ride, well more times than I can remember. As I allowed myself the gift of reliving the experience of the ride I was surprised. I remember the exhilaration, the breathless excitement, the joyful screams, the feelings of being alive, the wind in my hair, the laughter and delight. I remember the disappointment as we drew into the station, the walking away and the running back to rejoin the queue to experience it all over again. The appeal of the calm and magic of the rest of the park faded into insignificance, the adrenalin rush was for me.

The defining moment you ask? Finally after the studying and reading for years everything fell into place and made complete sense. I chose this life. I planned it carefully, selecting whom I would share it with, the lessons I would learn and the growth I would experience. I chose the Runaway Train kind of life. If I had wanted a calm, peaceful life I would have no doubt have chosen an “It’s a Small World” life, but I didn’t. There may have been fewer challenges, fewer lessons and less growth. At last I am able to see my life as a celebration rather than from the perspective of it being hard, deeply painful, disappointing and less than. It has been perfect, just as I planned it. It has given me the opportunity for great growth and to be where I am in this moment. I am filled with gratitude. I have climbed the mountain and stretched in front of me is a scene of great beauty.

And when I next go to Disney World? I will gift myself with spending much longer breathing in the magic. I may well visit my old friend for old times sake but the adrenalin rush phase of my life may well be over. But, there again perhaps I will veer towards Space Mountain and head for the stars!

Much love to you all and big hugs

Tu’LahnKahMaiya